Dear God

God, why does it have to be this way
Where are you on this day
What do I have to do to get you to notice
That I need you, without I can't focus
I know I've done wrong
I know of sin I pong
But I said I was sorry
And Your Word says repent then don't worry
Because you will forgive
And as a team we can live
But it doesn't feel like it's so
I feel alone with no hope
PLease Lord, have mercy on me
Help me to know and see
That you hold me life carefully in your hands
But as tightly as rubber bands

So here I am
Looking down over your land
I know you are there
But in relation to me, where?
I want to run
And hide from all I've done
I feel like a failure
Like I should be locked up by a jailer
Nothing I've done is good
If it had been with you it would
Where to now?
And how?
Read my bible every day
Try to listen, and not just say
Thank-you that even though I don't feel you
I know that you are completely faithful and true